Physicists believe this dimension
may be nothing more than a hologram,
but they have not run their fingertips
down the curve of your back
I’m tired of feeling lonely.
I’m tired of reaching out to make connections that mean nothing to the other person.
I’m tired of working so hard everyday to do good things and only ever have my mistakes pointed out to me.
I’m tired of hating myself.
I’m tired of being happier buried beneath a mound of blankets than I am when I’m actually living my life.
I’m tired of never being noticed because I’ve already been labeled before people even get to know me.
I’m tired of eating alone.
I’m tired of feeling worthless
I’m tired of feeling unloved.
I’m tired of never feeling like I’m enough.
I just want it to all go away.